paul from cleveland

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  Springing Forward

  by snowbird in

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  tonight's the night.. some of us should set our clocks 1 hour ahead.. sylvia.

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  Thanks Sylvia, I had forgotten about that.
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  Is this normal?

  by iknowall558 in

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  is it normal........after a year of being out of the org... and (to ditch everything in your life that made you feel worthless), is it normal, to still feel despair and a certain level of depression?.

  i am going between extreme happiness and contentment ......relief and optimism, to a downright spiral of hitting the depths of somewhere dark and murky, that i know i dont want to be.

  its scary and i dont like it.

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  It was painful to read your post on the other thread. Anyone who's been through what you've experienced would feel mentally and emotionally sick too. I wish with all my heart I had the power to take your pain away.
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  What advice would you give to your 20 year old self?

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  does the idea of aging get easier with time?

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  goodnight

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  Have you had Dreams Lately ? Do you get Meanings from your Dreams?

  by flipper in

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  being very interested in psychology i read a book as a teenager and re-read it last year called " gestalt therapy verbatim " by frederick perls m.d.

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  it deals with dreamwork therapy in which he conducted seminars helping people to re-connect with subconscious parts of themselves by recounting their dreams .

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  I often dream that I'm naked in public but no one notices. I also often dream that I'm back in high school.
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  Anyone seen Precious?

  by Snoozy in

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  they are showing it on the awards tonight and i really want to see it...just wondered what people thought of it.

  did you enjoy it?.

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  Precious was painful to watch but I'm glad I went to see it.
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  life=pain

  by paul from cleveland in

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  i've started drinking again.

  i stopped for a month but i gave in again.

  sorry i'm writing it here but who else am i going to tell?

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  paul from cleveland

  thank you for your comments. I was expecting a lot of "you deserve it" comments (which, of course I do). It's morning now. I feel embarrassed for posting while intoxicated last night. I'm getting back on the wagon today.
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  life=pain

  by paul from cleveland in

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  i've started drinking again.

  i stopped for a month but i gave in again.

  sorry i'm writing it here but who else am i going to tell?

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  paul from cleveland

  Anyway, I'm going to bed now. It's 2:15am here and this glass of wine has made me tired. Thank you for listening.
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  life=pain

  by paul from cleveland in

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  i've started drinking again.

  i stopped for a month but i gave in again.

  sorry i'm writing it here but who else am i going to tell?

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  paul from cleveland

  Thanks Noni and poopsicakes. If it's any consolation to those whom have been cheated upon, being the cheater is a horribly painful experience. Yes, I did the wrong thing and I've been paying for it for years. Guilt and self loathing.